Arts Facilitator training at London’s October Gallery

So on the 9th May I went along to one of the free CPD sessions run by the October Gallery. The session lasted just over 90mins, but was probably the most informative and productive 90mins I have ever had during a training session!

Expertly delivered by Becky and Georgia, the gallery’s education co-ordinators, the session took us through a practical example of how to run a gallery-based art workshop. We went through about half an hours worth of activities, each of which had a common thread running through them which gradually opened up the participants to get involved and to interact with the exhibition on a meaningful level.

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For the first activity we were each given a couple of photos, which were images of sections of the artworks on display. We then had to find the work and leave the image on the floor infront of it. Such a good idea! It quickly gets you engaged in looking at the work on show in a more active way.

The second activity involved a red and a green card. The idea being that now you had to chose a piece you liked – placing the green card on the floor infront of it; and a piece that you didn’t like – placing the red card on the floor infront of it. There was then a short period of time where cards were pointed out by the facilitator and the corresponding ‘chooser’ was given a chance to give constructive reasons for their like/dislike – thinking about colour, form, materials, composition etc. At this point the facilitator was able to pick up on key points made by the participants and give relevant background info on the artist and their processes.

Then came the circle game. Each participant is given a small card circle and a piece of chalk. There is a large piece of kraft paper taped to the floor, which the participants have to throw the circle at it, and then draw around the circle. Then you have to keep throwing your circle, trying to get it back into the last circle – each time drawing around it where it lands. After a few throws you can then continue to throw and draw, or you can begin colouring in your circles. This activity is a ‘game-i-fied’ piece of collaborative artwork, and in this particular context was used as a way to explore the idea of creating a composition in a similar way to the artist whose work we were looking at – using chance.

We then sat and talked about how to then encourage participants to evaluate a session, before splitting off into small groups to make our own workshop plans which we later talked through infront of everyone. This last part was incredibly useful, and each group came up with some really nice ideas for alternative games and activities that could be used to accompany the exhibition that was on there.


At the time, they had an exhibition on called ‘Benchmarks’ – which included a selection of printed works by El Anatsui – it was a great show! He’s someone I’ve been aware of – but not someone whose work I’ve been massively in to, even though visually it is really interesting (he crosses that odd boundary of Artist / Conceptualist, getting others to make his work for him, which I sometimes struggle with.) I first came across his work through Art 21, in this video showing his studio practice:

Anyway, I’m getting off topic….the training was awesome, and if you’re in London and are looking for some gallery/exhibition space based training then you should definitely check the October Gallery’s CPD page out!

 

Creative Resilience

So in those times of self doubt, or when you’re hit by  the need to create but there’s nothing coming to you, it can be really tough as a creative. I often have moments where the desire to make is overwhelming, but all my ideas have decided to desert me – which is ridiculously frustrating! There are also the times when the ideas are there, but because of external sources the mood just isn’t with you.

I’ve faced both within the last week or so, and have had to really push myself through both the internal and external difficulties – but it’s been worth it, and I feel like I’ve got a few good things on the go now that I can really get my teeth into.

There is alot to be said for putting the effort in despite yourself, pushing through when it feels like you can’t, and just blindly making when your mind is grey. Once you get past those moments of difficulty, you feel so much more powerful and accomplished. They will come back, and that is just part of being an artist (or any kind of creative being!!) It’s knowing that you’ve pushed through before that will help you push through again. Each time you do, you will find yourself stronger on the other side and more determined to keep doing what you’re doing.


Last week I’d gone to the studio after work with the express intent to just make something, but arrived and my mind was blank. All those ideas jotted down in notebooks, sketches and doodles of possible prints – it was like they’d never existed! I had a chat with some fellow printers, stared blankly at a table top for a bit – and then told myself ‘you’re here, you’ve made the effort to come, just get something done!’  The fact I was exhausted didn’t help. Up at 6:20, long as hell journey to work, 7 1/2 hour day, then studio….doesn’t make for the most actively creative mind, but then again I have heard it said that sometimes the best thing to do is work whilst you’re tired. So, I went onto my pinterest and had a look at my research boards, and I started drawing. I ended up staying at the studio until around 8pm – and although I didn’t do any printmaking, I did hash out a few pages of drawings and began to develop a new idea that I’m pretty excited about.


Fast forward to Wednesday, my new dedicated studio day (I went down to 4 days a week in January, with the idea that an increase in time to make work is worth the financial sacrifice of losing a day’s pay.) Horrendous journey across London into the studio – the Northern line suspended from south to central, multiple changes and delays and much under-my-breath swearing at the travel gods for smiting me so. I arrived at the studio in no mood to do anything, and found that the technician that had been helping me with my recent Lithography project had gone home as he’d not been feeling well.

Plans for the day scuppered. Nothing you can do. I hope he’s ok. It’s a shame he’ll miss his Spanish lesson this evening, he’s loving learning Spanish….Right….What now….

I took a deep breath, got out a couple of zinc plates that needed a ground put on, and decided to get to work on a raven print I’d been meaning to do for a while. I started by going through the motions of prepping my plates. They had some old ground on them, I got a rag and white spirit and it came off nice and easy. Then to de-grease….amonia, whiting and water, rubbed onto the plates with a bit of old press blanket until the water ran off in even cascades without repelling from the edges. Careful placement of tissue paper to dry. Then to the hot plate. I dig my nails into the 2 non-descript brown blocks to distinguish hard from soft, and place the hard lump on my plate to let it melt a little. Smears of mordant across my plates. I roll the ground out to an even layer with the dedicated roller, and carefully remove them without burning my hands or disturbing the ground. I love the satisfaction of carrying out tasks like this. Things you can do without really having to think, that just come as natural actions that are an extension of you.

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Zinc plates prepped with a hard ground

Plates prepped, I sat and drew until lunch – figuring out the construction of my image. Consumed my consumables. Transferred my final sketch to one of the plates with tissue paper and red chalk, and got to work with my etching needle.

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Figuring out my raven
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The stage my plate was at when I decided the day was done

After only 5 hours in the studio, I had gone from emotionally exhausted and mentally not-in-the-mood to creatively exhilarated. My elbows ached from working in a strange hunch, and my wrist and fingers were stiff and sore – and I absolutely loved it.

 

 

creative guilt

I don’t know if anyone else gets this, but sometimes I am enveloped by guilt because I feel I am not making enough.

In the last few months I feel like my creative output has been really low. Admittedly, I have been working on my new etsy shop products for AyamByMaya, so it’s not like I’ve been doing nothing – I’ve made a load of hand bound books and printed a tonn of wrapping paper, and that does take time.

Busy in the studio making my own books

Plus, I’m still doing my Post It Journeys project, so I’m doing at least 4 observational drawings a day as part of that. But for some reason, this just feels like going through the motions, and not actually having a meaningful creative output.

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A drawing from my Post It Journeys project

Part of the problem is feeling tired, which I can’t really help considering my RIDICULOUS commute from South East to North West London every day. But I could be doing more. Or at least I feel like I could and should be doing more.

So yes, I use my commute to do my Post It Journeys, but I feel like when I get home I am too quick to just slump once the other bits of life admin are done (you know….we gots to eat, and so do the cats!) I’m thinking I need to start scheduling in time every evening, even if it’s only ten minutes. Time reserved for drawing, time reserved for visual research and exploration, time which will allow my ideas to begin flowing more naturally and hopefully lead me to feel less guilt for not having what I deem to be enough creative output.